Kill your self with the best TNT u can get and try to survive by not not crashing your game
Installing a modpack using the Technic Launcher is easy. If you don't already have the launcher downloaded, visit our download page to get the latest version.
Type in the modpack name (The kill yourself) or paste the following url into the search box.
Finally, click Install at the bottom right of the launcher after you select The kill yourself from the list on the left. The launcher will handle everything else!